I'm a Loser

 I'M A LOSER

Since we last talked, I traded away a fuck ton of money because I'm a undisciplined piece of shit. I'm no 1337 trader; I'm a fucking fraud. My positive thinking is shit because I've been lying to myself. I ignore my own advice because I think it's all fun and games. My trade reviews are unclear and unfocused. I got my head stuck so far up my ass that I don't even realize that I'm pissing all my money away. 

Does this mean I quit?  
NO

I have to start over and do things the right way. It means constantly making trade reviews to keep myself accountable. It means slapping myself five times before I confirm the trade. It means doing whatever the fuck I need to do to get back on track. Trading is very rewarding but is no joke. I must be always on my A-game to even break even with commissions. Anything else and I'm just wasting my time.

The reality is I either change now or I should just give all my money to some bum on the street. He'll probably use it better than I can.

So to end, some wise words from VinnyB: "The money is out there, you just gotta take it or I have no sympathy for you".