Twenty Ninth: Wishful Thinking

Summary

My dream of losing it all is coming true. I just wish the market can take my money fucking faster and toss me in a ditch.

I've come to a point where I want to lose so badly that I am making shit up to lose.

 Ticker: TGI 

A chart that looked like it hit resistance. But it's beaten up so bad, I shouldn't have even thought of a short.

Note: No shorts to be seen here.

My mind seems to be making shit up here with not confirming with any other data.

Note: Since I was short bias for some reason, I just drew up some random shit with no confirmation.

What it really looked like.

Confirmation for the truth. 

Note: This is what I get for not looking at other time frames.

Please let me know if you have any comments or opinions. I would like to know if you have spotted any mistakes in my logic.

Seventeenth: More Fuckery

Summary

Another blown up account by another miserable trading day. It seems like the best thing to do is not touch another trade until I get more money. It's time to find a job so I can blow it up again later. I will still be updating this blog but probably less frequently until I can figure out how to trade correctly. 

Ticker: AERI

The overall chart. I thought it would consolidate and go lower. However, it seems I was just fighting the trend stupidly.

 

I was calculating that it would consolidate and head lower. However, it just reclaimed and went higher.

Note: I am stupid to just assume anything. I am blinded by what is in front of me. If, the chart is consolidating higher, why the fuck would I go against that?

See something I did wrong today? Let me know by commenting below. 

I'm a Loser

 I'M A LOSER

Since we last talked, I traded away a fuck ton of money because I'm a undisciplined piece of shit. I'm no 1337 trader; I'm a fucking fraud. My positive thinking is shit because I've been lying to myself. I ignore my own advice because I think it's all fun and games. My trade reviews are unclear and unfocused. I got my head stuck so far up my ass that I don't even realize that I'm pissing all my money away. 

Does this mean I quit?  
NO

I have to start over and do things the right way. It means constantly making trade reviews to keep myself accountable. It means slapping myself five times before I confirm the trade. It means doing whatever the fuck I need to do to get back on track. Trading is very rewarding but is no joke. I must be always on my A-game to even break even with commissions. Anything else and I'm just wasting my time.

The reality is I either change now or I should just give all my money to some bum on the street. He'll probably use it better than I can.

So to end, some wise words from VinnyB: "The money is out there, you just gotta take it or I have no sympathy for you".